I’m not myself today. I feel so tired and I can't even blog. This is the third attempt. The first two somehow got messed up on when I went to edit out a picture. And the reality is that feeling tired can just turns me into a royal bitch, someone you wouldn’t really want to be around. Virtually or in real life.
I’m totally judging myself today.If I saw me out in public today, I would guffaw and probably utter something along the lines of. Oh what a train wreck. I went out for dinner and I already irritated at my clothes because they have the nerve to not fit around my body.
I’m totally judging myself today.If I saw me out in public today, I would guffaw and probably utter something along the lines of. Oh what a train wreck. I went out for dinner and I already irritated at my clothes because they have the nerve to not fit around my body.
Anyway, I was fasting today (and yesterday too) and I had dinner with Nadia Nasran at Secret Recipe. And I ate 3 different meals. Yup you got it right, no kidding. And now I look preggo like Juno. And I hate it so much when I look fat in the photo above. Why can I just eat whatever I want and still I will look pretty and skinny?
How come some people seems to eat whatever they want, however much they want, and still not gain weight?
I know plenty of these people, and I'm sure you know them too. They are very bad for my motivation, because then I start thinking, well if they can do it, I can do it too.
And now I'm fat.
*sigh*
How come some people seems to eat whatever they want, however much they want, and still not gain weight?
I know plenty of these people, and I'm sure you know them too. They are very bad for my motivation, because then I start thinking, well if they can do it, I can do it too.
And now I'm fat.
*sigh*
i'm not technically fat, but i FEEL fat. even though i'm in size 8, i still feel like i should be leaner. i don't even look fat. i look totally normal. but whenever i'm not exercising i feel like i have all this extra weight even though i don't. it's weird. and i don't know if it's a normal feeling or not.
ReplyDeletemaybe those feelings are the first signs of anorexia. haha
Gila. Anda tak gemok. Gila.
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ReplyDeleteHang gemok? OK la, hang gemok
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ReplyDeletehek ela yan..ko mmg kuat makan..aku taw!! haha
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ReplyDeletewuu. something happen. something happen. xbole tidur tgk cokelat2 kek macam ni.
ReplyDeleteoh sangat best kan? tgk pon da macam terliur gila! yumeeeeh!
ReplyDeleteaaaaaaahhhh secret recipi!!! am missing all the food dekat secret recipi esp noodle in tom yam kung tu! jeles2x
ReplyDeletetom yam kung fav kita ok! haha awak bila nak balik? jun balik?
ReplyDeletetak balik summer ni.sebab nak amik summer classes + keje. plan nak balik winter ni tapi x sure laaa...lagipun malas nak balik sebab the journey is almost 27hours, sooo penat la kalau balik.x pe yan, tolong wakilkan makan tom yam kung utk kite eh..hehe
ReplyDeletewinter around dec kan? haha tak pe nnti kita hantar guna dhl. lol
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