Impregnated By Secret

I’m not myself today. I feel so tired and I can't even blog. This is the third attempt. The first two somehow got messed up on when I went to edit out a picture. And the reality is that feeling tired can just turns me into a royal bitch, someone you wouldn’t really want to be around. Virtually or in real life.

I’m totally judging myself today.If I saw me out in public today, I would guffaw and probably utter something along the lines of. Oh what a train wreck. I went out for dinner and I already irritated at my clothes because they have the nerve to not fit around my body.

Anyway, I was fasting today (and yesterday too) and I had dinner with Nadia Nasran at Secret Recipe. And I ate 3 different meals. Yup you got it right, no kidding. And now I look preggo like Juno. And I hate it so much when I look fat in the photo above. Why can I just eat whatever I want and still I will look pretty and skinny?

How come some people seems to eat whatever they want, however much they want, and still not gain weight?

I know plenty of these people, and I'm sure you know them too. They are very bad for my motivation, because then I start thinking, well if they can do it, I can do it too.

And now I'm fat.

*sigh*